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Best years of my life... AGH!

April 21st, 2010 (02:06 pm)
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Where I am: somewhere no one wants to be
How I feel: i'm done
What I'm hearing: 9 Crimes - Damien Rice


I’m not trying to hurt anyone, I just have to be honest. I’m a restless spirit, an adventurer at heart. I have no wish to settle down with 2,4 kids in a cozy little suburb with a picket fence and a damn labradoodle. My wanderlust starts rearing its seductive little head after only a few weeks in the same spot. I can’t keep fooling myself that I’m attracted to the direction that my life is currently going. It’s just not true.

But I’ll keep going and I’ll hold my head high and smile through the tears. We all have to start somewhere, right? This is just the necessary pain of labor before life begins for real.

 

Yeah right...